Happy I am to love God and give Him my heartfelt thanks, for His rescuing love and answer to my prayer this morning, when in need I cried out for resolution; and again it came. It is a day for worship and praise. Today is day for special study, meditation and renewed commitment. It is also a day for more intense communication with God, and the resulting deep down happiness and acceptance of what is and must be.
I have again read the words of Jesus, spoken after Judas had just left the last supper before the final events in the life of Jesus, before His death. The betrayal of Jesus by Judas, in the end would bring glory to Jesus, called the Son of Man, and to God His Father, with whom He is One. Knowing these events would bring in a new stage in the spiritual life of His true followers, Jesus said in, John 13: 34, 35 “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” Probably due to some insecurity about the future, these words did not get a mention by Peter, for he was evidently more concerned about, Verse 36 “…..’Lord, where are You going?’ Jesus answered him, ‘Where I am going you cannot follow Me now, but you shall follow Me afterward.’” As yet Peter did not understand why he could not go with Jesus right now, even if it meant also laying down his life. He, like so many of us, had not fully understood the divinity of Jesus, nor His mission that only He could accomplish, to allow salvation and eternal life, for all who believed. Again I suspect like all of us alive today, he did not understand, the fickleness of his own belief and self, and when put to the test for his Saviour, Peter in self-preservation, forsook Jesus.
Jesus in characteristic fashion, then spoke words of comfort, hope and direction, John 14:1-3 “ Let not your heart be troubled, you believe in God, believe also in Me. 2 In My Father’s house are many mansions, if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also.” As for me and (I suspect others) the disciples for lack of actual experience, still did not get the import of the words of Jesus, Verse 5 “Thomas said to Him, ‘Lord, we do not know where You are going, and how can we know the way?” There was no loud rebuke from Jesus, but a rephrasing and repeat of instruction, Verses 6, 7 “Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. If you had known My Father also; and from now on you know Him and have seen Him.” Then another disciple reveals he has heard the words, but not understood the meaning, having processed them through earthly, sinful processes and expectations. Verse 9 “………. He who has seen Me has seen the Father; so how can you say, ‘Show us the Father’?” How like us, living thousands of years later, when we through self-centeredness and unbelief do not understand the obvious teaching of Jesus! It is only a pure and divine God who could be so loving, understanding and patient with them and us.
But there is hope for me and all others, for the disciples, did later, fully understand the teachings of Jesus, and in full hearted conversion, gave of their all to tell others, the gospel story of salvation. The words of Peter in, Acts 4: 12 “Nor is there salvation in any other, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.”
Dear God, I wish also to fully understand the gospel story, and in word and action reveal it to all those I meet. I believe You have heard my prayer, and will continually teach me and pick me up and redirect me, when I fail in Your purpose for me.