Psalm 75:9”But I will declare forever, I will sing praises to the God of Jacob.”
Dear God,
The sun is shining nicely, not blazing hot as earlier in the week. When I look out upon my garden all attests to Your wonderful creative power. Everything looks tranquil; which is reinforced by the harmonious sound of chirping birds. One would wonder then, why I do not feel in harmony with the scene and sounds around me. I think to my shame, that sometimes I am not wise in what I take on, within my fatigue, etc. and then pay the price, with poor rest and sleep; self-pity and ‘will this ever end God’.
I enjoy the Psalms of Asaph as much as those of King David. Psalm 77 has met me where I am at, this morning. But I do give praise, because I know when I have finished this prayer and meditation time with You, I will be lifted up and able to go on positively with the day.
Thank You for never leaving me this morning during my complaining and in my wakefulness last night. My experiences in part, echo Psalm 77: 1-3 “I cried out to God with my voice -To God with my voice; and He gave ear to me. In the day of my trouble I sought the Lord; my hand was stretched out in the night without ceasing; My soul refused to be comforted. I remembered God, and was troubled; I complained, and my spirit was overwhelmed. Selah”
I am glad that I was not awake all night, as the Psalmist, and that I did at last sleep. Thank You for quieting my heart and mind.
I said to myself, ‘I believe all Your promises Lord, why then do I not have rest and peace and the ability to relax and sleep?’ Again I can identify with the following words of Psalm 77:7, 8 “Will the Lord cast off forever? And will He be favourable no more? Has His mercy ceased forever? Has His promise failed forevermore?”
Jesus when on earth, did not set His own plans for the day, but willed to do what You His Father gave Him, in Your wisdom, for the day. A few days ago, as I was setting off on my chosen excursion, it came for my mind, that I had not asked Your blessing upon my plans, but I brushed this off, with ‘of course You would bless what I was doing.’ My tasks were innocent, though very tiring. My attitude was rebellious, and dismissive of You, and I am sorry. It strange that a created, sinful human person as I am, would think they know better about what Your will is for their plans and life, than Jesus, who was sinless and in constant touch with the Holy Spirit and You. Thank You for hearing my prayer and please assist me to be more responsive and in tune with Your will for me.
V 13 “Your way, O God, is in the sanctuary; who is so great a God as our God?” Forgiveness and atonement happen in Your sanctuary, for which I am very much in need of and grateful for. Praises!
Amen